Hey have you looked into working holidays? We have the equivalent for your country where we can go and do farm labour or Alaskan fishing in a specific season, it means you know ahead of time why you’re going to that country. I think the same thing exists for places like England, Spain, and other European countries.
Myself I have never been motivated enough to even go on holiday unless someone organised it for me.
But also… You don’t need an excuse to get on a plane and go. You just need to make sure it isn’t wiping out your bank account.






If you think about it, people have probably elected to be killed by their families ( and friends!) loads of times throughout history.
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