You can be positive at end because you have save something with your work. I have your age, never work a single day of my life, I don’t have a bank account, I’m just living with my 70yo parent and keep going with his money that is the wage of essential worker. Where I am going? Enjoy what? What ride? I only see that probably I have to work like a slave in future, and that’s it.

Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.

My first porn was on floppy disk

How much are you sure about it? Because I don’t really feeling

I ask in a genuine way, what this mean? It’s just a bully approce? Do I need to considered myself bullied or it is a sexual thing and she is attracted and want my sexual attention? I don’t wanna be bullied as I don’t want ignore an interest.

Then why she spank as first?

And still we have to deal with overpopulation

That’s your experience. My experience is completely opposite. I’ve always been sure of myself, brave in exposing me, as the author of the topic says. The physical aspect is my handicap, confirmed by my experiences, being obese repels most people, so much as being physically weak, having the crooked teeth, hair or untreated beard. Going beyond the physical aspect is a good thought, but you don’t find it in more than 1 out of 10,000, maybe even 100,000 people.

i feel the same isolation and like you I’ve tried everything. The situation is slightly improved when I lost weight, and I think it will improve a bit more when I fix my teeth. I have come to your own conclusions, it is all physical appearance.

And little soul squirts out after

You don’t, wait the next year or don’t leave home.

Probably you right

Consuming can actually be more evil, especially in a society that exploits and lives on the weakest. Who cultivated and prepared the ingredients for your cookie? Eat it knowing that someone and his family are starving and struggling to give you that cookie.

It is a human concept that does not exist in reality, the future could for the universe have the same value of the past, the great snake eating its tail

Normie activity, does not work if you have mental disorders

Not only the billionaires, even the millionaires, and all the people taking the plane more than once a year. It is an ecological crime the pollution of air transport.

Thank you, on the internet i have always been successful, maybe because here you must not prove anything

Another shower of thoughts can be that lucky or unlucky simple never existed and things like lottery live on the fools who believe in fortune like something relevant.

No one, and I get it. Get interest if you are interesting or minimally valid. If you don’t have a job, a family and your interests is just stay here… well, you’re fucked, I am and now I can only accept it